Was wondering what to write in my blog lately....
Who's going to read about what i wrote? [Nobody I suppose]
What's there to write about? [My life's never been satisfying anyway..]

Well, and so I suppose that [Nobody reads] my blog and [my life's sux] so far...
so might as well write something about my life...

So as to keep some of my memories inside this little cyberspace...

Expiry Date On Life & Love

Have you ever felt so lost & down when you lose something important in your life ?
but become unexpectably surprise when you’ve gain something else?
What had you lost?
What had you gain?
Was it the End? What is the End?
The End is just another beginning.
"The end of one story only leads to the beginning of another."

You will realized its existence, following up closely to see if the date is near. Upon reaching, you will try your best to use it. All these effort, prevents it from being wasted. All these monitoring, prevents it from going bad. All these, are the effects of an expiry date on a certain food can.
If you can remember clearly, humans are very sensitive towards expiry date.
“ Hey, the milk you bought expired yesterday! ”
“ Better finish up the mixed fruit cans before it expires..”
Truth is, not only food comes with an expiry. Many things in life too comes with a special date where the end is the end. Things like product warranty, library books, video rental. Their sole purpose is of course, act as a painful reminder that some things just doesn’t belong to you.

Sometimes you wonder, does life has an expiry date? Does love has? Well it all depends on your availability to secure. Every organs in our body will spoil one day if we do not maintain it. Every relationship will part its way if they never maintain it. Life deteriorates through time.
The expiry date for love often seems infinite when a relationship starts. Couples will do the lovely things together, experience for the first time hope in living. Then with time, practical things begin to creep in. Time, money, work, family… slowly begs for attention. Friends soon becomes a factor for lesser meetings,and outings became less grand. long working hours soon caught up with your youthful mentality. With every aspect… life soon becomes very tiring.
You yearn for a holiday, yet end up arguing over where to go. Arguing will become part of your life together. Maybe it will lead to the last chapter of your love story. The love has expired…And you ask yourself what happens after a certain thing expires? Do we always discard it away or do we neglect it’s existence? I believe there’s an expiry date in everything for if there’s a beginning, there will be an end.
"What matter most is the times that were spent among this period. Love will expired one day but memories will not. Hopefully it is this that keeps us going on till the day when we are all expired."

Negative Emotions

We all know that humans are born with emotions and logical thinking. That ability perhaps is the greatest difference between us and those mammals caged inside the zoo.

Somehow when we are in love, we could be blinded by our logical thinking and filled with negative emotions that sometimes we cannot control.

In the beginning, there were only the two of you.

You would call her everyday and she would send lovely messages every opportunity that she could. Everything would be so lovely and complete between the two of you that you would have thought that only the two of you survive on this lonely planet.

That would not be the case as time proved otherwise.

You would want to have some time with your friends, some time on your hobby and perhaps some time to catch up on your sleep.

She would want some time to go for her spa sessions, some time to go shopping.

Soon enough, you would begin to feel a gap between the two of you.

Possession

The feeling of jealousy arises when you see her paying more attention to other channels. You would have felt that you are her only companion in life.

You would have wanted him to be by your side in whatever you are doing. The feeling of anxiety aroused you that he could be flirting with someone else when he didn’t pick up your call.

Last but not least, anger.

The feeling that spur you in blowing everything at her when things don’t go your way. Sometimes verbal but worst of all physical harm to the person whom you claim you would love forever.

I’m very glad I don’t know anyone who abused their love ones.

The closest family abuse incident I had was from a secondary school friend whose father would beat him with his golf stick. He was not a good student and perhaps from the consent beating, anyone would give up. Most of the time, he would hide his wound in school to avoid teachers from questioning.

I have read and hear cases of wife beating and physical abuse in relationships.

In my mind, I only have one question for those people.

If you would harm the person whom you truly love, what sort of a person are you?

The fundamentals of love begin with giving and caring for each other. If you abuse your love ones then you do not really love them. You are merely using them as a venting pot.

The strangest thing however, is not the existence of abusers but the existence of those who lived to be abused.

If you let a person whom claims he loves you harm you, what sort of a person are you?

Is your sacrifice worth the love he proclaimed when he was sane?
Are you the greatest lover in the world to live in the shadow of his torture?

I hope not.

Because we are responsible being.
We are responsible not only for ourselves but also the actions and words that cast upon us.

"We choose to love each other therefore we are together.
If you choose to hurt me, we will not be together anymore.
Because it only meant you loved yourself more than anyone else."

Negative emotions are always lurking within a relationship and waiting to strike.

I sincerely hope that anyone reading this would not verbally or physically hurt or cause hurt to your love ones.

The meaning of your life

“Remember, if you made a mistake, you simply need to press Ctrl-Z for undo and the software will undo the previous error made.” I’ll sure that we are very familiar with the Ctrl-Z command throughout whatever software that we were taught or used. Sometimes we might even ask ourselves this question “Why can’t life be as easy as the way it seems to be? Why can’t we erase the mistake that we’ve made and live like it never happened before?”

Everyday we are fed with enough frustration and stress to keep us thinking ‘life really sucks isn’t it?’ Have we ever taken a step backwards or even slow down to realize that there is obviously a better way to live?

Life is the most complex thing that you will ever come across. From creation to end, from existence to extinction. There’s no explanation yet and there shall be none even till the day that your life ends. As far as we all know that life is mystical, we still can’t understand a single bit of it. We are taught things and remembering them and in return teach others and the cycle goes on and on.

Life is made up of memories and only people who have memories will have a life… Sometimes you rekindled the sad times that made you cried your heart out and perhaps the happier times that still put a smile one your face.

Life is made up of experience, you will learn about one thing being shown and taught and you will remember it for a long long time. Though how much we want to remove our past experience and memories, we can’t. Because it is already part of our life.

Life is made up of feelings. You cry when you are sad, you fear when you’re alone. You will feel a sense of relieve when everything is over.

Life is made up of caring and sharing with others. Admit it; helping others makes your day no matter how tired you are. Even a simple pat on the back on a tired man can stir enough energy to last him on his task.

Life is made up of Love. “People who lived without loving are never considered to have lived before.” Love is the affectionate feelings developed between mutual parties through time, experience and memories unifies in one.

Life is You. Though there’s no spiritual prove, you are in control of your life. You can end if anytime, prolong it anytime, enjoy it anytime and love it anytime.

If the day comes when you realized that you want to end your life once and for all due to some unhappy memories, unpleasant experience. Read this passage and think one more time from the beginning before you made any mistake. Tell yourself that ending a life is something that cannot be revived by keying Ctrl-Z. Won’t it be better that you live through all the bad times and show others how good you are when the time comes for you to give advice?

“Although life sucks, living a rotten life leads to a fulfilling future, not because you lived through it but you’ve overcome it…”

Love yourself before you claim your love towards others.

This is Life, before the Love.

Stargazer